Took me a long time to summon up the courage to post this. There’s the “I’m not there yet”, the “I have SO MUCH further to go” and the other old insecurities stopping me.
In June 2010, I weighed 75 kgs. Approximately 165lbs. For a 5-foot-nothing, that’s a lotta weight. I was in a relationship where I suspected I was being cheated on. On May 24th 2010 he dumped me for her. I woke up the next day and decided I was done.
I’ve never done anything unhealthy (starved myself, forced myself to throw up, etc). I try and eat as healthy as I can and follow an 80% paleo lifestyle.
I’ve had so many ups and downs and when I look at this picture I realise I should be proud of myself. And sometimes I am. Sometimes I feel like I’ve always felt.
I have a long way to go but I’m getting there, inch by inch, I’m not stopping.
The second picture was taken in June 2012. I weighed in at 64kgs or 141 lbs.
I no longer care about my weight because I run and lift heavy and do yoga and all I want is to be fit and healthy. My ultimate goal is to be comfortable in my own skin and be proud of my own body. Someday soon. I’ll get there.
ohhh yeah, sexy legs!
lmao! DONT STOP DRINKING WATER!! 80OZ A DAY BURNS THE FAT FROM YOUR BELLY AWAY!
burn it to ashes.
I just wanted to say that I love your blog and think are you are beautiful :D
Thank you sweetie pie<3 No need to be Anon; i dont bite :] have a beautiful day <3
whyy thank you beautiful <3
Hi!! What sort of exercise do you do?
Hiiiiii!!! Usually I do 45 mins of cardio 5 days a week..it can range from treadmill, zumba, to hip hop abs workout video, etc!
You can do it! :D
does anyone notice the difference?
i think im back..
I feel like i really owe everyone an explanation for completely ignoring this tumblr. First off i’d like to start by apologizing to everyone who follows me, who has called me inspiring, who comes on my blog looking for help, for hope, for tips, and even those who want to see my results. If you have been with me from the beginning then you know my life has been pretty complicated the last few months..it hasnt gotten any better. I’m moving to New York in 8 days and my hearts telling me to go and my brain is telling me to stay..I’m fighting a battle within myself and I APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE FOR MY ABSENCE. I read all of your messages and your emails, it means a lot to me, please dont think that your messages or submissions go unnoticed. well now that thats over, ON TO THE GOOD NEWS. YEP, THERE IS GOOD NEWS :]
***I have finally hit the -50 lb mark!!! Im currently weighing 173 lbs!*** This is probably the greatest thing going on in my life right now. I wont lie, I have been frustrated here and there, asking questions after questions..”when will this be over?” “Shouldnt I be done by now?” BUT I DO UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME AND THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS BE PATIENT! AFTERALL, IM NOT DOING THIS FOR SUMMER BUT FOR LIFE! I just cant wait to be my goal weight, not to get off my diet, but to wear the size i’ve always wanted to wear, to be what I never thought I could..
DONT GIVE UP ON YOUR DIETS GUYS! AND DONT GIVE UP ON ME! I PROMISE I WILL BE BACK FULL SWING SOON, IM JUST GETTING MY SHIT TOGETHER <3 LOVE YOU ALL!!
PS-IM GOING to post up my new pictures!!! dont forget to tell me what you think! well, how is it looking?
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not to be rude, but you would look so much prettier without your lip piercing :/ or at least with a smaller one..
Hey sweetie pie :] Not rude at all, everyone is entitled to their opinion and I thank you for it :] I actually usually have a small one, but I lost it and the pictures you see are with the only ball I have left lol and its a big one i know lol I’ve been meaning to buy a new one butttttttt I havent gotten to it :]
have a great day! and dont be anonymous next time :] i dont bit ;]